Today, I notice I feel all in a quandary. The sun is out and skies are blue, yet I find that I am sheltering and distracting myself from the energy that is emerging, as though all directions are confusing and over-whelming.
To be lost in the midsts of so much that is good feels concerning. How do I go forwards from here. A few stories in the news pulled at my heart in a new way this morning, the tears fell as I witnessed anothers' struggle.
How do I unravel myself from all that is blessed and good in my life, in order to find the direction that feels simple and honouring.
How can I find my own authentic energy again?
Where am I underneath all these layers of old self?
Why am I not prepared to settle?
Can I let go of what I have now, in order to find something else?
What do I need to do/not do to find my way?
Perhaps I just need to notice and acknowledge this moment and try not to escape it in so many ways.
I am just going to be here, with this.